WHY AM I A MAN ???

I have read Bertrand Russell's article "Why i am not a Christian".He, using very easy words, has explained basic concerns of christianity: "God's existence and Jesus as the ever wisest man".He has showed some points against logic supporting god's existence and he has showed how some virtues of jesus are not as good as those of some others. B.Russell's logic is very compelling and i dont know how to counter his logic.His logic seems applicable to all religion almost equally.

Now i feel if i were anything but a human it would be better.I want to believe in god.
Please help me belive by countering Bertrand Russell's logic.